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Saturday, April 15, 2017

Letter to my brother.


April 7, 2017
 

Dear Rick:

I pray this letter finds you doing better than when we last spoke!  It would help if you could switch to those vapor cigarettes.  I am not delusional and know for a chain smoker to stop smoking in entirety is only something Elohim can do; I pray it is His will to do so.

I wrote mom as you requested.  I know Linda would read it and then would have to spend the better part of the day answering and explaining about me.  I wouldn’t want to have to do that.  It is painful to know my mother doesn’t remember me or my children.  She was married to my dad for over 50 years and she can’t even remember him.  Lin would have to make her remember me, then go into why I do not visit…Mom would go to sleep and the next day it would be like the previous day and all that baggage never occurred.  Why do that to Linda?  She may not respect me or even like me, but I love her.  I do not want to cause her anymore stress, her health is worse than mom’s.  I seriously think mom is going to outlive her. Do unto others and all.  I wrote mom I never sent it.

The real reason I am writing is to explain to you what I believe.  I am passionate about my Elohim and Messiah the Word.  The more I study the bible with like-minded people the more sense it all makes.  You must remember that I dabbled in the occult, so I see ritualistic things a bit more clearly than the rest of my siblings.  I couldn’t put another god before The Eternal and soon dropped out of my coven.  I learned enough though to know how to witness to witches.  Yahweh had a plan apparently!  For Linda to judge me on that and hold it against me is not right; but that is between her and Father Yahweh. 

I used to use the King James bible.  When I studied with the Jehovah Witnesses that is the bible they preferred.  I have since learned that the King James bible has been tampered with, for instance did you know that the book of James is supposed to be the book of Jacob?  Someone loved King James more than God!?!  Just saying.  I have several bibles and a concordance in my library.  I use The Scriptures, Hebraic Roots, and The HalleluYah Scriptures the most.  Online I downloaded The Hebraic Roots and I am going to copy and paste from that tonight.  First I want you to know that I love you and I want you to know that I am nagging you because of that love.  Secondly, I have been searching for the truth longer than you.  You say you are 35, well, Rachel is 36 and nine months before she was born I was drinking and doing hard core drugs.  I did not want a down syndrome baby or a mentally challenged baby; therefore, I jumped on the bible and got straight with God right quick!  I started with Linda and her Christian Store friends, but there was no love there.  Just a very ridged stern attitude; however, she did get me reading the bible.  I read my King James bible and went to bible studies with Linda’s women’s group.  I worked on Sundays and never made it back to St. Luke’s.  Corey came along and I started studying with the Jehovah Witnesses.  They gave me literature and books to read and they made sense, up until they got to the 144,000 and communion.  I still invited them in, but I also was going to a church in Massachusetts with the kids.  A bus would pick us up. We would have Sunday school on the bus, go to church and return home on the same bus with a praise and worship vibe.  I loved it.  Then the Mormons knocked on my door.  I had a hard time calling the two pimply faced teenagers elders.  They stopped coming around after their second visit.

After Corey’s accident, I stopped altogether with the Witnesses.  I started going to the First Baptist Church.  After two years, I realized I wasn’t being fed, I only was going because I loved to worship.  Then the Pastor insulted Rachel in an off-hand, would have had to of been deaf not to have caught the slight it was intended for, way… didn’t feel the love. I gave the Seventh Day Adventist a try.  Read that they predicted an end to the world…more than once.  Got the hell out of there right quick.  I then did a correspondence course and learned a lot from the material, turned out to be the Adventist…again!  I then found the Church of God with General David C. Pack.  He changed it to the Restored Church of God.  He claimed that his church was based on the first Pentecost.  I liked him.  I followed him for years, maybe 10 or more. He then went and said the unpardonable sin…I can’t remember what he said, I just knew I was done with him as well.  I just looked him up, and what he is saying now I agree with.  I don’t know why I left his teaching.  Perhaps it was the expensive suits he wears and the huge college campus he was building.  I don’t remember.  He has a donation link on his page.  I hate that, I know he never asked for my money and all his books were free, but that donation link is there just the same.  Maybe it was something Kathy said about him and I saw her point of view.  I am not a big fan of her Eliyah…I have a problem with him using Father Yahweh’s name in his own.  I like Scott Schubbe and his Beit Tefillah Productions.  He teaches and quotes scriptures and the concordance and tells you to read it yourself.  He tells you NOT to send him money everything is free.  His videos are short and to the point and he doesn’t sugar coat anything.  He’s real.  There are other’s I have listened to who believe as I do.  I like Scott the best.

Man, I am a procrastinator of the first water.  I should have sent this before Passover.  Well, better late than never.  This is my take on The Truth. If God/Elohim said it, I believe it…I believe Him.  Jesus, there was no J back in the day so it must be one of these Y’shua/Yahshua/Yahushua, is the Word.  He was there in the beginning and nothing came into creation without Him.  If He says, Scripture says…then I believe whatever He quotes.

That said, I believe what Father Yahweh said.  He made creation in six days and blessed the seventh and rested Himself, as an example.

Genesis Chapter 2

1 And the heavens and the earth were finished, and all their host. 2 And on the seventh day Elohim completed His work which He had made. And He rested on the seventh day from all His work which He had made. 3 And Elohim blessed the seventh day and sanctified it, because He rested from all His work on it, which Elohim had created to make. 4 These are the generations of the heavens and of the earth when they were created in the day of the making of YAHWEH Elohim’s earth and heavens.

Exodus Chapter 20

1 And Elohim spoke all these words, saying, 2 I am YAHWEH your Elohim, who has brought you out from the land of Egypt, from the house of bondage. 3 You shall not have any other Elohim before My face. 4 You shall not make a graven image for yourself, or any likeness in the heavens above, or in the earth beneath, or in the waters under the earth; 5 you shall not bow to them, and you shall not serve them; for I am YAHWEH your Elohim, a jealous El, visiting the iniquity of fathers on sons, on the third and on the fourth generation, to those that hate Me; 6 and doing kindness to thousands, to those loving Me, and to those keeping My commandments. 7 You shall not take the name of YAHWEH your Elohim in vain; for YAHWEH will not leave unpunished the one who takes His name in vain. 8 Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy; 9 six days you shall labor and do all your work; 10 and the seventh day is a Sabbath to YAHWEH your Elohim; you shall not do any work, you, and your son, and your daughter, your male slave and your slave-girl, and your livestock, and your stranger who is in your gates. 11 For in six days YAHWEH made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all which is in them, and He rested on the seventh day; on account of this YAHWEH blessed the Sabbath day and sanctified it. 12 Honor your father and your mother, so that your days may be long on the land which YAHWEH your Elohim is giving to you. 13 You shall not murder. 14 You shall not commit adultery. 15 You shall not steal. 16 You shall not testify a witness of falsehood against your neighbor. 17 You shall not covet your neighbor's house; you shall not covet your neighbor's wife, or his male slave, or his slave-girl, or his ox, or his donkey, or anything which belongs to your neighbor.

Yahweh was very specific in how He wanted His Sabbath observed. He gave us Holy days and told us what we were to sacrifice.  I had it in my head that Jesus walked this earth and ministered for 3 ½ years, but that can’t be right, or I am calling God a hypocrite!  He said a flock animal, Y’shua was part of the flock.  A male…check.  Without blemish…He was perfect.  A yearling. He did not minister for 3 ½ years!  He couldn’t have.  That would make Father Elohim a hypocrite.    

Exodus Chapter 12

1 And YAHWEH said to Moses and to Aaron in the land of Egypt, saying, 2 This month shall be the head of months for you. It shall be the first of the months of the year for you. 3 Speak to all the congregation of Israel, saying, On the tenth of this month, they shall each take for themselves an animal of the flock for a father's house, a flock animal for a house. 4 And if the house is too small for a flock animal, he and his neighbor next to his house shall take according to the number of souls, each one according to the mouth of his eating, you shall count concerning the flock animal. 5 A flock animal, a male without blemish, a yearling, shall be to you. You shall take from the sheep or from the goats. 6 And it shall be for you to keep until the fourteenth day of this month. And all the assembly of the congregation of Israel shall kill it between the evenings. 7 And they shall take from the blood, and put it on the two side doorposts and on the upper doorpost, on the houses in which they eat it. (Joh 10:9) 8 And they shall eat the flesh in this night, roasted with fire, and they shall eat it with unleavened bread and bitter herbs. (Num 9:1-5, Lev 23:5-6)

He was hung on the stake at Passover.  He was our Passover lamb.  He is why we are no longer required to make sacrifices.  He was in the tomb for three days and three nights and rose on Sunday.  How Christians do not figure this out is beyond me.  They aren’t following the Word.  We are instructed to prove what is being preached.  On who’s authority did they decide because Jesus rose on a Sunday Sabbath should be changed?  Yahweh sanctified Saturday as Sabbath…He made everything in six days and then rested.  That is why we are to rest and not work.  Has nothing to do with Jesus.  YES!  We are to keep the Holy Days and remember our Messiah by eating unleavened bread (His body) and drinking wine (His blood).  We should have all the unleavened bread out…this represents sin.  That includes not only bread, but pasta, cookies, crumbs in the toaster…

I love when people say, “Well. What would Jesus do?”  Well, he certainly would not be cutting down trees and dragging them in the house…Yah forbid that. 

Jeremiah Chapter 10

1 Hear the Word which YAHWEH speaks to you, O house of Israel. 2 So says YAHWEH, Do not learn the way of the nations; and do not be terrified at the signs of the heavens; for the nations were terrified at them. 3 For the customs of the people are vanity. For one cuts a tree out of the forest with the axe, the work of the hands of the craftsman. 4 They adorn it with silver and with gold; they fasten it with nails and hammers, so that it will not wobble. 5 They are upright as the palm tree, and they cannot speak; carrying they must be carried, because they cannot walk. Do not be afraid of them, for they cannot do evil, neither is it in them to do good.

He certainly would not be coloring eggs and going on egg hunts either.  Not even going to bother with Halloween…really folks?  Just because you have a party at church, does not mean Elohim approves. 

We are to be Set-A-Part.  Not to have anything to do with the world.  Yeah, we live in Satan’s system of things and are told to rendered unto Caesar what is Caesar’s, doesn’t mean we are to take Satan’s hand and waltz with him.  That, to me, is what Sunday worship is.  Nowhere in the bible does Jesus ever make Sunday a day of worship.  He kept all the feast and even showed us how we are to now keep Passover as we no longer need to kill a yearling. He was our lamb. 

Matthew Chapter 26

17 And on the first day of the Feast of Unleavened, the disciples came to Yahshua, saying to Him, Where do you desire we should prepare for You to eat the Passover? 18 And He said, Go into the city to a certain one and say to him, our Master says, My time has arrived; with you I will prepare the Passover with My disciples. 19 And the disciples did as Yahshua ordered them, and prepared the Passover. 20 And evening having come, He reclined with the Twelve. 21 And as they were eating, He said, Truly I say to you that one of you will betray Me.

He sent Judas on his way and Jesus was dead before Thursday sunrise.  He was in the tomb on Thursday day 1 night 1, Friday day 2 Night 2, Saturday day 3 night 3 out by sunrise Sunday.  By the way, the disciples were following Yahweh’s law, that is why they were coming back on Sunday to prepare His body.  They couldn’t do any work on Sabbath so His body had to wait.  He did not change the Sabbath…Satan did.  Stop serving that conniving, lying, back stabbing, pull the wool over everyone eyes fallen angel.  If he can he will fool the elite.  He disguises himself as an angel of light.

2 Corinthians 11

13 For such ones are false apostles, deceitful workers transforming themselves into apostles of Messiah. 14 There is no marvel in this; for if Satan disguises himself into an angel of light, 15 it is not a great thing then, if his ministers also pose themselves as ministers of righteousness, whose end will be according to their works.  

We are to follow the Word. We are told to prove it.  Yahshua/Y’shua/Jesus quoted the Torah.  He followed the Sabbath, kept the Holy days, ate clean and ministered to sinners.  He advised of what His Father told Him.  I am sticking to what Yahshua said IS the right way.  He referred to the Torah all the time.  When He says, “It is written…” we should pay careful attention to what He is quoting.  I have been searching for the truth most of my life.  I was blessed with a beautiful daughter who was not brain dead or deformed.  I was also dedicated to Jesus when I was three.  Kathy tells that piece of my history as I do not remember it.  Yahshua and Yahweh do though, and that is why I believe I was called and chosen. They know my heart.

Book of 2 Thessalonians  51 or 52 AD

Chapter 1

1 Paul and Silvanus and Timothy to the Congregation of the Thessalonians in Elohim the Father and our Master Yahshua Messiah: 2 Grace to you and peace from YAHWEH our Father and our Master Yahshua Messiah. 3 Brothers, we are bound to give thanks to Elohim always concerning you, even as it is right, because your faith grows exceedingly, and the love of each one of you multiplies toward one another, 4 so as for us to boast ourselves in you in the Congregations of YAHWEH for your patience and faith in all your persecutions, and the afflictions which you endure, 5 a clear token of the just judgment of Elohim, for you to be counted worthy of His kingdom, for which you indeed suffer; 6 since it is a just thing with YAHWEH to pay back tribulation to those oppressing you, 7 and to give you, those being oppressed, relief with us at the revelation of the Master Yahshua from Heaven with the host of His cherubs, 8 in flaming fire giving full vengeance to those not knowing Elohim, and to those not obeying the good news of our Master Yahshua Messiah, (Isa. 66:15; Jer. 10:25) 9 For these at the judgment day will be recompensed with eternal destruction, from the presence of our Master, and from the glory of his power; (Isa. 2:19, Ecl 3:19-20) 10 when He comes to be glorified by His saints, and to be admired in all those who believe in that Day, because our testimony to you was believed. 11 For which we also continually pray concerning you, that our Elohim would deem you worthy of the calling, and would fulfill all your desires which are for goodness, and the works of faith with power, 12 so that the name of our Master Yahshua Messiah may be glorified in you, and you in Him, according to the grace of our Elohim and of our Master Yahshua Messiah.

Chapter 2

1 And, brothers, we entreat you, by the coming of our Master Yahshua Messiah, and of our gathering together to Him, 2 that you not let your mind be hastily excited or troubled, neither by word, nor by spirit, nor by prophecy of the spirit, nor by an epistle, supposedly coming from us, stating that the day of our Master is at hand. 3 Do not let anyone deceive you in any way, because that Day will not come unless first there comes a great rebellion2, and the man of sin is revealed, the son of perdition, 4 the one opposing and exalting himself over everything being called Elohim, or object of reverence, so as for him "To sit in the sanctuary of Elohim" as an El, and sets himself forth, as if he is an Elohim. (Dan. 11:36; Eze. 28:2) 5 Do you not remember that I told you these things, when I was with you? 6 And now you know what has prevented him, for being revealed in his time. 7 For the mystery of lawlessness is already working, until He who is now the obstacle, is taken out of the way. 8 And then "the Lawless One" will be exposed, "whom our Master Yahshua will consume by the spirit of His mouth," and will destroy by the brightness of His presence. (Isa. 11:4) 9 His coming is due to the working of Satan in all power and miraculous signs and lying wonders, 10 and in all deceit of unrighteousness in those who will perish, because they did not receive the love of the truth in order for them to be saved. 11 And because of this, Elohim will send to them a working of deception, for them to believe the lie, 12 that those not believing in the truth, but who have delighted in unrighteousness all may be damned. 13 But we ought to thank Elohim always concerning you, brothers, beloved by YAHWEH, because Elohim chose you from the beginning to salvation in sanctification of the Spirit and through a true faith, 14 to which He called you through our preaching, to be the glory of our Master Yahshua Messiah. 15 So, then, brothers, stand firm and strongly hold the commandments you were taught, whether by word or by our epistle. 16 But may our Master Himself, Yahshua Messiah, and our Elohim and Father, the One having loved us and having given everlasting comfort and good hope by grace, 17 encourage your hearts, and may He establish you in every good word and work.

11 And because of this, Elohim will send to them a working of deception, for them to believe the lie, 12 that those not believing in the truth, but who have delighted in unrighteousness all may be damned.  I think Yahweh hates that people do not follow His rules.  He is a jealous God and does not want pagan deities to receive praise and worship that should just be for Him.  Everyone who wears a crucifix or a cross is breaking a commandment. Participating in Easter and not keeping Passover, is a slight, an out and out slap to the sacrifice of His son.  Christmas, well not only are we taking His name in vain…we throw Satan Claus in there to boot.  Breaking Commandments like it will be forgiven, like the golden calf?  We are to obey, Rick.  We didn’t get thrown out of the Garden of Eden because we didn’t believe.  Mercy, Elohim walked with Adam and Eve.  No!  We were banned from Eden because we disobeyed.



There is a reason for His feasts.  Passover/Pesach is the celebration of freedom.

Exodus Chapter 12

2 This month shall be the head of months for you. It shall be the first of the months of the year for you.

Leviticus 23

5 In the first month, on the fourteenth of the month, between the evenings is the Passover to YAHWEH. 6 And on the fifteenth day of this month is the Feast of Unleavened to YAHWEH; you shall eat unleavened things seven days. 7 On the first day you shall have a holy gathering; you shall do no laborious work; 8 and you shall bring near a fire offering to YAHWEH seven days; and the seventh day shall be a holy gathering; you shall do no laborious work.  9 And YAHWEH spoke to Moses…

Numbers Chapter 9

1 And YAHWEH spoke to Moses in the wilderness of Sinai, in the first month of the second year after they had come out of the land of Egypt, saying, 2 Also the sons of Israel shall prepare the Passover in its appointed season. 3 In the fourteenth day of this month, between the evenings, you shall prepare it according to all its statutes, and according to all its ordinances. 4 And Moses spoke to the sons of Israel to prepare the Passover. 5 And they prepared the Passover in the first month on the fourteenth day of the month, between the evenings…

Book of 2 Corinthians  57 AD Chapter 5

5 Now He who has prepared us for this very thing is Elohim, who also has given to us the down payment of His Spirit. 6 Therefore we know and are convinced that so long as we dwell in the body, we are absent from home from our Master. 7 For we walk by faith, not by sight, 8 this is why we are fully confident, and think it good rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with our Master. 9 Because of this, whether present, or absent, we are striving to be pleasing to Him, 10 For we all must appear before the judgment seat of Messiah, so that each one may receive the things done through the body, according to what he did, whether good or bad. 11 Then, knowing the fear of the Master, we persuade men, and we have been known to Elohim; and I also trust that we have been understood by you.

What brings me to believe He was the Passover Lamb is

Luke 22

7 And the day of the Unleavened came, on which the Passover must be slaughtered1. 8 And He sent Peter and John, saying, Having gone, prepare for us the Passover, that we may eat. 9 And they said to Him, Where do You desire that we prepare?

He told them where to go to prepare…

13 And having gone, they found as He had told them, and they prepared the Passover2. 14 And when the hour came, He reclined, and the twelve apostles with Him. 15 And He said to them, I have greatly desired that I eat this Passover with you before I suffer. 16 For I say to you that from now on, I will not eat of it again until when it is fulfilled in the kingdom of YAHWEH! 17 And taking a cup, giving thanks, He said, Take this and divide it among yourselves. 18 For I say to you that I will not drink from the produce of the vine again until the kingdom of YAHWEH comes! 19 And He took bread and gave thanks and broke it and gave it to them and said, This is My body, which for your sake is given. Do this for My memorial. 20 And in like manner the cup, after having supped, saying, This cup is the New Covenant in My blood, which is being shed for your sakes.

The new covenant was to do away with the ritual sacrifice of the yearling.  We no longer need a symbolic washing away of sins, the Messiah has shed His blood for us.

As I stated I believe this was a Wednesday.  He went to Gath Shemen prayed for the cup to be passed, was betrayed, he healed the ear of the soldier, was denied three times!!!  Goes before Pilate, then to Herod, back to Pilate… was scourged (That rips my heart out just thinking about those metal whips with sharp jagged edges…evil pure evil!) He’s mocked, a game played His clothes divided, back to Pilatus…

Matthew Chapter 27

22 Pilate said to them, What then should I do to Yahshua being called Messiah? They all say to him, Crucify Him! 23 But the governor said, For what badness did He do? But they the more cried out, saying, Crucify! 24 And seeing that nothing is gained, but rather an uproar occurs, taking water, Pilate washed his hands before the crowd, saying, I am innocent of the blood of this righteous one; you do as you please. 25 And answering, all the people said, let His blood be on us and on our children.

It had to be that way in order for His blood to be on their heads…it’s the covering!

Anyway, we are to keep Passover on the 14th day of Nisan.  We watch for the new moon to show a sliver in the sky to determine the start, and then 14 days later starts the Passover Seder. We watch the moon to take away from Ra or sun worship. It is biblical Exodus 12:1-2.  It begins the evening before at sunset as that is how Yahweh looks at a day. So, one day to judge Him and one day to sacrifice Him. Two Sabbaths are mentioned Passover and the 7th day of rest.

Satan jumbled Father Yahweh’s way to total unrecognizability. Master of evil.

Unless we get out of Satan’s system of things and become Set-A-Part as the Creator has told us, we are going to be cut off.  I did not make that up.  He will vomit out the lukewarm (Rev. 3:16)

I believe the Christian church (based on Catholicism) is the Antichrist. That is the false prophet represented in Revelations Chapter 6

1 And I saw when the Lamb opened one of the seals. And I heard one of the four living creatures, like a sound of thunder, saying, Come and see. 2 And I saw, and behold, a white horse! And the one sitting on it had a bow. And a crown was given to Him, and He went out overcoming, and that He might overcome. (Math 24:4-5) I like three though so I am including it.

Matthew Chapter 24

3 And as He was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to Him privately, saying, Tell us, when will these things be? And, what is the sign of Your coming and of the end of the age? 4 And answering, Yahshua said to them, See that no man deceives you. 5 For many will come in My name, saying, I am the Messiah. And they will cause many to be deceived. 6 For you are bound to hear of revolutions and rumor of wars. Watch out and do not be disturbed, for it is necessary that all these things happen, but it is not yet the end. 7 For nation will be raised against nation and kingdom against kingdom; and there will be famines and plagues and earthquakes against many places. 8 But all these are a beginning of sorrows. 9 Then they will deliver you up to affliction, and will kill you, and you will be hated by all nations because of My name. 10 And then many will be offended, and they will deliver up one another and will hate one another. 11 And many false prophets will be raised and will deceive many. 12 And because lawlessness shall have been multiplied, the love of the many will grow cold. 13 But the one who endures to the end, that one will have eternal life.

I know I say this quite a bit:

Malachi Chapter 3

6 For I am YAHWEH, I do not change. Because of this, you sons of Jacob are not destroyed.

Hebrews Chapter 13

8 Yahshua Messiah, the same yesterday and today and forever.

Book of Jacob  45-50 AD

16 Do not go astray, my beloved brothers, 17 every act of good giving and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of Heavenly lights, with whom is no change or shifting shadow. 18 It is He who begot us from His own will, by the Word of truth, that we should be the first-fruits of His creatures. 19 Therefore, my beloved brothers, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath. 20 For the wrath of man does not work out the righteousness of Elohim. 21 Wherefore, remove far from you all impurity, and the abundance of wickedness; and, with meekness, receive the word that is implanted in our nature, being able to save your souls. 22 But become doers of the Word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. 23 Because if anyone is a hearer of the Word, and not a doer, this one is like a man studying his natural face in a mirror; 24 for he studied himself, and has gone away, and immediately he forgot how he looked. 25 But the one looking into the Sin brings death not eternal life in hell. 4 Obedience is the evidence of one's faith. (Lev 22:31-32) perfect Law of liberty, and continuing in it, this one not having become a hearer of the word which can be forgotten, but a doer of the work, this one will be blessed in his labor. 26 And if any one thinks that he ministers to Elohim, and does not restrain his tongue, he deceives his own heart, and his service is in vain. 27 Pure and holy service before YAHWEH the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their afflictions, and to keep oneself unspotted from the world.

Chapter 2

1 My brothers, do not with partiality uphold the glorious faith of our Master Yahshua Messiah. 2 For if a gold-fingered man in splendid clothing comes into your synagogue, and a poor one in shabby clothing also comes in; 3 and you look on the one wearing the splendid clothing, and say to him, You sit here comfortably; and to the poor one you say, You stand there, or, Sit here under my footstool; 4 did you not show partiality among yourselves and become judges with evil thoughts? 5 Hear, my beloved brothers, did not Elohim choose the poor of this world to be rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which He promised to the ones loving Him? 6 But you dishonored the poor one. Do not the rich ones oppress you, and they drag you before the judgment seat? 7 Do they not blaspheme the good Name called on you  8 If you truly fulfill the royal Law according to the Scripture, "You shall love your neighbor as yourself," you do well. (Lev. 19:18) 9 But if ye have respect of persons, ye commit sin; and ye are convicted by the Torah, as transgressors of the Torah. 10 For whoever shall keep all the Torah, even though he fail in but one statute, he has become guilty as to all of it. (Deut. 27:26) 11 For He who said, You shall not commit adultery, also said, You shall not murder. But if you do not commit adultery, but commit murder, you have become a transgressor of the torah. (Ex. 20:14, 13; Deut. 5:18, 17; Deut 27:26) 12 So speak and act as men being about to be judged through a Law of liberty. 13 For judgment will be without mercy to the one not showing mercy. And by mercy you will be raised above judgment. 14 My brothers, what is the gain if anyone says he has faith, but he does not have deeds3? Is the faith able to restore life to him? 15 But if a brother or a sister is naked and may be lacking in daily food, 16 and any one of you say to them, Go in peace, be warmed and filled, but does not give them the things the body needs, what gain is it? 17 So also faith, if it does not have deeds, is dead being by itself. 18 But someone will say, You have faith, and I have deeds. Show me your faith apart from your deeds, and I will show you my faith by my deeds. 19 You believe that Elohim is One (echad). You do well; even the demons believe and shudder. 20 But are you willing to know, O vain man, that faith apart from deeds is dead? 21 Was not our father Abraham justified by his deeds, offering up his son Isaac on the altar? (Gen. 22:9) 22 You see how faith helped with his deeds; and how by his deeds the faith was made perfect. 23 And the Scripture was fulfilled, saying, "And Abraham believed YAHWEH, and it was counted for righteousness to him;" and he was called, Friend of Elohim. (Gen. 15:6; Isa. 41:8) 24 You see then, how a man by his deeds becomes righteous, and not by faith only. 25 But in the same way Rahab the inn-keeper was also justified by her deeds, having received the messengers, and sending them out by another way. 26 For as the body is dead apart from the spirit, so also faith without deeds is dead.

Rick, he is the same. Jacob 1:17 every act of good giving and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of Heavenly lights, with whom is no change or shifting shadow.  NO CHANGE OR SHIFTING SHADOW.  To say neigh is calling God a liar.  Those are His words…not mine.  He did not send His son into this horrible evil place to witness setting the perfect example, and then change the plan unbeknownst to his disciples.  He was sent to show us what to do and how to do it.  Now tell me, who would want to throw confusion in the mix?  God is love.  Confusion is a terrifying hateful thing. Can you not see Satan’s big picture?  He has snuck in like a thief and stole the truth!  This is why many are called and few are chosen.  Does it not make sense?  It does matter what day Sabbath falls.  Yah established it in the beginning.  Y’shua kept it.  His disciples kept it.  The Church changed it…on their own authority.  Seriously, don’t you think Satan has found a way to break every single command to trick as many people as possible?  I don’t understand why no one sees what the creep is doing.  When you point it out, you are given a song and dance.  I hear, “Oh, I don’t believe that.”  Okay, then show me in the bible where God changed His mind.  Why did He bother telling us; more than three times, that he remains the same?  Forever means forever, nowhere does it say “until”.  The only change was the New Covenant of Passover.  That is it.

I said my piece and I am going to leave you in peace.  If you want to bible study, I mean, truly study the bible, not just pick the verses that make you feel good, I am willing.  It amazes me how much I have learned and adapted as a way of life.  I get excited over keeping the Feasts and Sabbaths.  I love the season coming up.  It draws me closer to Him.  I need to come into covenant a bit more. There are things I am not doing that I should be.  My church does not agree on keeping all the statutes.  My preachers feel that certain things went out with certain things, but I disagree.  Yah is the same today as He was yesterday as He will be tomorrow. I know, broken record!  We cannot do away with His commands until we are standing in His New Heaven and His New Earth and He gives us further instructions. Until then, I will remain a covenant keeper and pray I hear, “Well done good and faithful servant.” in front of Him.  I get all nervous thinking that.  I can only imagine what it is going to be like.  The tree of life, fruit to eat, will there be doors on the palace or will we just think “home” and appear in our living space?  He went to prepare a room.  I read revelations, it seems to be a room in a palace made of precious elements.  No sickness, no tears, in His presence…I want to go home; I hate this system of things. Shutting up now, I love you. Yah bless, cover you in the blood of Y’shua; may a sphere of angels surround and protect you.

Shalom,

 Julie




Saturday, January 7, 2012

I'm just saying...

I was speaking with a co-worker and we were discussing how we are tired of this system of things. We know, however, that our time or our purpose our reason for being has not reached a conclusion. God is not done with us yet. We serve a purpose. Perhaps the reason my parent’s longevity is because they are my polishing stones. (Does that even make sense? Allow me dissection of that thought: polishing stones. Shiny rocks or stones that have already been polished are put in a rock tumbler with stones harder than steel. They are then tumbled until shiny. Air goes: Mom and dad are beating the dullness out of me…trying to make me shine. No, Father Yahweh is using mom and dad to bring me to perfections! Oh! Oh! This means that I have to tread lightly where mom and dad are concerned. I know I sound awful, but mercy that is a challenge! Dad is so pessimistic and has a mean streak he makes Jeff Dunham’s “Walter” and Carroll O’Connor’s “Archie” characters seem like pussycats! I love the man dearly! He is honest and trustworthy. He is actually very sensitive and loyal. Yes, he is bi-polar and not being treated for the condition. Mother on the other hand portrays herself as a genteel Lady of wisdom, kindness and grace who is a master manipulator with only child syndrome and is a glutton. Let me make this clear. One of the things Mom will tell you when sharing tales before marriage to dad are meal times. She would eat all her food, whatever dad did not eat her dessert and then his dessert. (Dad has always watched what he eats.) Anyway, while Mom is recounting the tale she would make her quote in an amazed loving voice, “Wow, you sure can eat.” Well just the other day he said the same thing to her, only the tone of voice was of disgust and disapproval. Dad is having dental work done and has been on a soft diet for over a month now! Two of the items on his can and will eat list are donuts and ice cream. Well the only child syndrome lady bought him his choice items with herself in mind. She loves chocolate and he does not. One box of chocolate donuts to the lady of the house. Two ½ gallons of ice cream as well, as one had nuts in it and the other was a choc swirl. The only reason she went to Stewart’s was to buy him ice cream and she comes home with what she wants. Glutton’s are also hoarders…they hold on to everything because they do not want anyone else to have what they consider theirs. The excuse, “I am a child of the Depression Era. I cannot throw anything away.” Okay so life has made these people who and what they are. Their stone tumblers (parents, grandparents, family and friends) and life events have polished them to this end. I believe this is what is called enlightenment dare I say an epiphany. You are saying, “Yeah, yeah, yeah and you are long winded too! You and your co-worker were talking about what exactly?” You are right! Death. We were talking about how we are tired of this life.

Day in and day out it is the same old same old or is it same ole same ole? Same old same ole…same ole same old? Here I go again…side lining. It is the same old drudgery…daily! Wake up, are attacked by your loved ones verbally (per my epiphany I have to realize they are just Satan’s tools), go to work and are stressed by callers who thought they knew their insurance plan and low and be hold we mislead them. No, they did not call before going to the specialist. Their PCP referred them. He knows what plan I have he should have sent me to a specialist that takes my insurance. Come on!!! Do you know how foolish… irresponsible…how dim-witted that thinking is? One doctor! One doc. and not only is he to know all about medicine (How to treat each condition, knowing how to rule out other conditions that have the same symptoms – diagnosing. What works what does not work, the current diseases and what is going around. He must know the new coding, the new drugs, and new treatments. Is the treatment a proven treatment? Will a pre-determination be needed to considered a method of treatment? How to file a Pre-Determine if a treatment needs proof of medical appropriateness.) Do not expect your medical professionals to know all about insurance. Not his own, or his patients, the facilities he has practicing rights at, and all the professionals and their insurance as well. He needs to focus on medicine. That is what his office help is for!!! Where as you the patient have one insurance policy. Being it is your health and your money do you not believe it should be YOU micromanaging your policy? It should be you who takes responsibility, no? I know what you are thinking. That is the whole purpose of the doctor’s biller.

Allow me to explain this to you a little better. When the doctor refers you it falls to you to make sure where the doctor is sending you is actually part of your In Network Provider List. Providers can drop their contracts with an insurance company any time they like. If they are slow in telling the insurance company they have done so, you cannot blame the insurance company! Yes! Customer Care Professionals answer phones and do their best to confirm what is covered and what medical providers are participating with your plan…they are not the Psychic Hot Line though! They cannot guarantee that the doctor, laboratory, radiology, clinic, facility is going to file their/your claim right. The doctor may have one thing approved and then last minute (after they open you up) decide they have to go another way and that changes the procedure. This means that the procedure they had approved, which has its own coding, is not what they are going to be billing for, and is not going to be paid for. I doubt the doctor even worries about insurance. He is worried about what he has found upon opening you up! He is trusts that his staff took care of how his services are going to be paid.

That is the receptionist’s job after all. To confirm before she even makes your appointment how she is going to get her paycheck. You call the doctors office they ask you about your insurance and then they make the appointment based on the fact they accept your insurance. Keep in mind that a medical professional does not have to have a contract with your insurance company to take or accept your insurance card. It just means that they are willing to file a claim on your behalf. They may accept the insurance payment and expect you to pay the difference between the billed amount and the insurance payment. They may file the claim with assignment of payment to the patient. This does not mean the money is yours; this is to help pay, in full, the provider for services rendered. If a provider is contract or participates with your insurance plan then you are responsible for the difference between the allowed amount and the contracted amount. If your policy pays a percentage after a deductible, then first you pay the deductible and then you are responsible for the coins. If you only have co-pays then you pay your co-pay at the time of visit. It is always wise to confirm with the provider that their contract is current and in effect, make them call the doctors billing office or office manager, they should know. That is their function, to know about the doctors insurance. Do not expect the doctor to know your plan. It is ludicrous to expect him to know his colleagues plans!!! I have done it again. Someone must need this info otherwise; I would not be going off on these tangents. Forgive me my pet peeves. I do so feel beat up at the end of a workday. Then I get to run down stairs and make dinner. Did I mention dad has been on a soft diet? Soup, cottage cheese, eggs…he had a bit of lasagna the other day and was happy with that. Today he has a piece of cotton embedded in his mouth that he was supposed to have removed last week, 20 minutes to be exact after coming home. I asked him if he took it out. He said he did…he was wrong…we are paying the consequences now. Keep polishing me dad!!!! Back to Death.

My co-worker made the comment, “I cannot wait to go home.” The implication was heaven, believe me that was the invocation. She was having a bad day. She had put our Prayer needs in an email and asked us Prayer Warriors to pray. There is a lot going on! Many of us are suffering from aches, pains, injuries, seasonal "bugs", general fatigue, etc. Many also have serious family issues siblings battling cancer with one in hospice… The wonderful sister in Christ who sent the request out had made a comment of how she is tired of fighting the good fight and is sick of being sick. This is how I know what she was referring to…I get her; she wanted to go home however she really would like to go HOME. That would be heaven to her. I did not have it in me to dash her hopes. My sisters think that when we die we go to heaven. Not true. Did I not write about this already? I am sure I did. So, the world will keep on polishing me until I am ready for His Kingdom. I will trust in Yahushua, who tells us in Acts 2:29 Men and brethren, let me freely speak unto you of the patriarch David, that he is both dead and buried, and his sepulchre is with us unto this day.
No David did not ascend unto Heaven!

John 3

There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews: [2] The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him. [3] Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. [4] Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother's womb, and be born? [5] Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. [6] That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. [7] Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. [8] The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit. [9] Nicodemus answered and said unto him, How can these things be? [10] Jesus answered and said unto him, Art thou a master of Israel, and knowest not these things? [11] Verily, verily, I say unto thee, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and ye receive not our witness. [12] If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things? [13] And no man hath ascended up to heaven, but he that came down from heaven, even the Son of man which is in heaven. [14] And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: [15] That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. [16] For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. [17] For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. [18] He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. [19] And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. [20] For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. [21] But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God. [22] After these things came Jesus and his disciples into the land of Judaea; and there he tarried with them, and baptized. [23] And John also was baptizing in Aenon near to Salim, because there was much water there: and they came, and were baptized. [24] For John was not yet cast into prison. [25] Then there arose a question between some of John's disciples and the Jews about purifying. [26] And they came unto John, and said unto him, Rabbi, he that was with thee beyond Jordan, to whom thou barest witness, behold, the same baptizeth, and all men come to him. [27] John answered and said, A man can receive nothing, except it be given him from heaven. [28] Ye yourselves bear me witness, that I said, I am not the Christ, but that I am sent before him. [29] He that hath the bride is the bridegroom: but the friend of the bridegroom, which standeth and heareth him, rejoiceth greatly because of the bridegroom's voice: this my joy therefore is fulfilled. [30] He must increase, but I must decrease. [31] He that cometh from above is above all: he that is of the earth is earthly, and speaketh of the earth: he that cometh from heaven is above all. [32] And what he hath seen and heard, that he testifieth; and no man receiveth his testimony. [33] He that hath received his testimony hath set to his seal that God is true. [34] For he whom God hath sent speaketh the words of God: for God giveth not the Spirit by measure unto him. [35] The Father loveth the Son, and hath given all things into his hand. [36] He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.

Come on if Moses, Noah, and David are not in Heaven…Jesus / Yahushua said so…what makes people think that is where they are going when they die? Yahushua came preaching the Kingdom of God.

Matthew 5:5 Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth.

Matthew 25: 31-32 When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory: [32] And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats:

Matthew 25:34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

Now correct me if I am wrong…He did say foundation…right?

I’m just saying…


Saturday, December 24, 2011

Christmas

I tell my fellow sister’s in Christ at work that I do not do Christmas. They respectfully acknowledge that; however still give me cards and blessing for a happy holiday. Well, it is not a Holy day far as I am concerned. Everywhere I look, there is Santa Claus. The first picture the kids gave me of their son: Castle on Santa’s lap. Grrrrrr!

Santa takes away from Jesus. If it is not for Him, it is against Him. That makes Santa part of the Anti-Christ campaign. Do not roll your eyes! Acts 27:28 “For the hearts of this people have grown dull. Their ears are hard of hearing, And their eyes they have closed, Lest they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears, Lest they should understand with their hearts and turn, So that I should heal them.”’ Father did not tell us to celebrate Jesus’ birth, just His death. Father did not even record Jesus’ birth in the bible. He referred to the shepherds in the fields to give an indication of when…the fall…not the Pagans solstice Dec. 25. He mentions the gifts the wise men brought, as it was customary to bring gifts to a king, and Jesus after all is King of all kings! There are three birthday celebrations mentioned in the bible and at each people died! Father specifically states in His word: Jeremiah 10:2-5 “Thus saith the LORD, Learn not the way of the heathen, and be not dismayed at the signs of heaven; for the heathen are dismayed at them. [3] For the customs of the people are vain: for one cutteth a tree out of the forest, the work of the hands of the workman, with the axe. [4] They deck it with silver and with gold; they fasten it with nails and with hammers, that it move not. [5] They are upright as the palm tree, but speak not: they must needs be borne, because they cannot go. Be not afraid of them; for they cannot do evil, neither also is it in them to do good.” Based on these fact do not feed me “Jesus is the reason for the season!” He most certainly is NOT!!!!


John 4:23-24 “But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. [24] God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.” Must be why Jesus refers to His flock as a little flock. Luke 12:32 “Fear not, little flock; for it is your Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom.” Do not believe that the masses cannot be wrong or that there is safety in numbers! How are you going to get in to the kingdom if you follow the father of lies? John 8:44 “Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.” Rev. 12:9 And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.

I do not know about you however, I for one would be afraid to observe Christmas…it certainly is not for Jesus and therefore throwing Santa in the mix is just confirming you truly do not know which God you are actually serving. Read your bible…do not depend on your preacher/priest/reverend/minister whatever you call them. Depend on God, after all He is the author of the bible, you should be listening directly to Him. Going to someone else is like asking your sibling, “What would dad say?” Ask Him yourself!!! Fellowship and study the bible with kindred spirits. Do not blindly follow the crowd. Unless to you spending all eternity with God as He intended from the beginning of time in the Garden of Eden is not what you want. Then by all means…as you were.

Revelation 21:1-8
1 Now I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away. Also there was no more sea. 2 Then I, John, saw the holy city, New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. 3 And I heard a loud voice from heaven saying, “Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God Himself will be with them and be their God. 4 And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.”5 Then He who sat on the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” And He said to me, “Write, for these words are true and faithful.” 6 And He said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give of the fountain of the water of life freely to him who thirsts. 7 He who overcomes shall inherit all things, and I will be his God and he shall be My son. 8 But the cowardly, unbelieving, abominable, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars shall have their part in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death.” Keep in mind this is Jesus speaking and John is just taking dictation, after all it is: “The Revelation of Jesus Christ, which God gave Him to show His servants”…

Father Yahweh’s humble servant,

Sister Jewels




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